I’m normally not scared.. but I am now. A legit fear..
today was the first time I’ve went to church in a long while. It was good I suppose, I got to release my thoughts in prayer and such. Its funny though, the thoughts are coming back and attacking me once again. I feel helpless about a lot of things. I’ve always been able to control whatever situation I was in, and yet now, I can do naught but sit back and watch the ruin.
I’ve been rather odd lately. “Down in the dumps” I suppose. Too much is going on. I’m normally an optimistic person, and yet all of a sudden I find myself doubting everything. In summation- I’m sad.